Thoughts

I'm thinking to much about the fact that I shouldn't be thinking about things.

This is very confusing...and difficult.

within my reach

I'm stretching...I'm touching the leaves...

just a bit further and I will climb into the safety of your branches.

Finding that solace...up in the top...

time to make some changes and fight myself to be happy.

Why

Why can't I stop thinking about this all...

you show me affection then leave me to rot...

but am I really rotting?

I mean, in both senses of the meaning...I know I'm fine and will be fine....so I'm not rotting away...but my brain seems to stay fixated on this situation that could or couldn't be.

That's the way I rot.

Knowing is half the battle.

rainy days and fridays

I've got two pair of shoes in my purse...one matches the outfit, the other is just too damn comfortable...can't wear either on my way to work as the rain will soak them and cause discomfort for the entire shift.

Rain brings people down, so they say...

gloomy, wet...dark.

I hope my basement doesn't flood.

that urge to cry

you hear a line from a song...you get the urge to cry...

you see a sweet moment exchanged between two or more people...you feel those tear ducts welling up...

you see something so full of beauty...you get that urge to cry...

just cry...

enjoy that urge...release...let go...just cry.

legitimate date

you can take your motorcycles and your guns...

take your sly smile and ice blue eyes...

take your compliments of my beauty...

you can take you back...

I got me...

randomness in coffee zone

-The guy working has a really attractive "look out of the corner of his eyes" look.

-we keep exchanging glances.

-totally wished he would walk over and ask for my number.

-bendy straws in a coffee shop...fabulous

-people are so much more attractive when music is playing in my headphones.

-my "g" key is stickin....it makes it seem like I'm talkin in slang all the time...gangsta is a very tricky word to type with a sticky "g"

-this song was a very definitive song in my life in relationships..."Use Somebody"

-yeah, I'm that cliche, sometimes.

-I've given up on trying to conform.