Wednesday, December 22, 2010

My Sorry for the Evening, Part 23

I'm sorry for being so quiet tonight...
This is a very hard week for me...

My life has been a snow globe shaken up.

The normalcy is visible but out of reach.

Everything hurts.

I just want the snow to settle on the bottom of the globe...
Close my eyes...rest my mind...My sincerest apologies for my silence...
This is all too much as it is...

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Time to Close

I'm shutting my brain off tonight.
I've needed to do this for a while.
What's the point...
You're you...
I'm me...
I suppose that's really all I need to know.
It is what it is.
Things aren't ending...
I'm redirecting my acceptance...
Redirecting my tolerance...

Back to strength.
Time to close.